Life has been pretty crazy lately, I got married in December of 2014 and Now that it is June 2015 we have discovered that I am pregnant. I'm trying to find a stay at home job so I can stay home and take care of the house and the baby when it comes along. To start I'll go back to the beginning I told my dad and wife number two that I wasn't in their problems and so they quit talking to me near as often. I left the one guy I was with because he was too distant and lied to me a bit and I got with Will (whom I've been with off and on for the past 2 years) and then another of my exes wanted to try to ruin that and try to get into my life. He almost succeeded except I remembered I couldn't trust him. Will and I went to see the movie "If I Stay" in the movie theater and chose to move in together. His parents had no idea I was living with him they thought it was Del. When they found out they were nice to me... to my face. When they were with Will alone they tried to talk him into leaving me and kept telling him I was just mooching off him and using him because I have no job (I have lupus and no one wants to hire a sick girl) and he would stand up to them for me. Now then we lived together for about three months and just decided one morning to get married. We did kind of rush but with my lupus I was afraid to die and he wanted to give me that white wedding I always wanted. We had started trying for a baby but then so much came up and we had to quit. His parents are still telling him to leave me that they will pay for a divorce and everything that he don't need me because I don't have a job, well I haven't really looked because Will told me he wants me to be a stay at home wife. So now I'm looking for an online job. Now about being married. I love it but I hate it. I love having his last name and being his other half and I love that I can show off he's mine and that his parents can't just easily step between us anymore. I love that we are together and that we are a family now with a baby on the way and that we have to work together to make things work because we are legally together. I hate that his parents still won't accept me and I hate that the fights have gotten a little worse since I have been pregnant (probably just hormones) but I will say I love him and nothing will change that because I have always loved him. He can be stubborn but so can I. I have been thinking actually of becoming a wedding planner because well who doesn't love a great wedding. I think it would be something fun for me to do and I could work from home to get it done. I may try to start up my own wedding planner business so everyone wish me luck.
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